Just one cannot be a desire figure AND at the same time be the dreamer on the aspiration, but each immediate the sleeping mind makes the selection between these selections (ego or Holy Spirit; Erroneous intellect or correct intellect). The Moi “i” is not really Everyday living and isn't Alive. https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCTleG6-484F7WHZD0hAjRRw